I've read this several times just to see the response from others.
Once again Thank for posting it.

Joan M,i to mostly free sad. But dropping things like a far to big
carton of expensesive Soy milk,when i know my hands can't lift
I get angry,but when i do it in the grocery store embarrassed.
Also it seem like everything i need and is made out of glass is
on top self and i'm looking up from my wheelchair,i get frustated.
But the people in Mo. stop and offer help,then i feel grateful.

But the kids standing around talking in any store when my pain meds
are losing there kick,i'm back to angry. I once yelled HELP ME you
nitwit are i'm put you in this chair,all i got was more pain.

But no matter what those tears we shed are healing tears,and i know
I want to live. If nothing else to annoy my beautiful 3 children and love
my new grandson. Oh shoot they all live to far away. Tears again,
but happy ones because there all doing well. to all Sue PN
and all the other things those Drs. have found.