Thanks for caring Phaedra. You have been a great help just by being there to listen to me vent. I freak out easily and right now I'm freakin out. I googled pain on left side and there are a million things that could be the reason. I was supposed to get my endocscopy a few weeks ago but my husband's been really sick and couldn't drive me. I hate to wake him up tonight. My rsd hand is starting to burn. That's what happens when I have pain somewhere else. I just took a hot shower and an putting a heating pad on my side and took my pain pills. Seinfeld is on so I'm going to watch him and have a cup of tea. No chocolate in my emergency flare kit tonight. I can't eat. Feel too nauseas. It hurts sooo much to move. I don't want to go to ER. I hate waiting so long for a dr. I see broken blood vessels on my side that hurts. Don't know if it's related. Sorry I'm whining so much. I'm just not sure what's going on. I'm so tired of this. I want to be healthy again. I'm sick of being sick all the time. Thanks for listening to me vent. Hope you have a good night.