Oh eevo61, sometimes it helps to give in to the tears and that horrible feeling of hopelessness...gets all the bitterness out for a while. We do understand how awful it can be, and I'm so sorry you're suffering so much right now with nohting working on the pain...

Just hang in there. Are you seeing your doc soon? They need to know how bad it is right now and they need to do something to help you. You have that right.

It won't be like this always eevo, believe that and get through this time as best you can. You're a fighter, you'll be back

I'll be hoping that you find some relief very soon. Tears are fine, do what you have to... Have a treat of some kind, anything that gives you comfort for a moment...chocolate is always good... Also try anything cripsy that might help - a warm bath with epsoms? A gentle self-massage? Nice music and controlled breathing? Sometimes they help my pain more than any med...

Hang on girl, this too will pass...

Bram