: I went to the grocery store this am, I have to have someone take me, I lost my ability to drive 19 years ago because of MS. As soon as I got in the store I pooped all over myself, absolutely no control, had to go back home and have cried all afternoon, I feel like I have no purpose in life anymore, kids are grown and gone, they sure don't need me, I live in the country can't drive anyway, my DH is supportive and understanding, if I didn't have him I would want to end it all. I'm not busy enough, I try to exercise every am, fix dinner and that's it, MS always lets me know it is here every day, every step I take, I hate it, I hate it, and nothing I can do. I'm sure there are others out there that feel like this. I just needed to talk to someone who knows, thank you for your patience