This thread made me feel better, for a while anyway. When I have a good day, I also question whether I really have PCS. When co-workers ask how I am, I always say that I am getting better slowly and it is obvious they think I am weird or faking. I could say that the neurologist said there was a possibility that I will never get better? As the days go by, it is hard not to think about things that I can't do and may never do again. Things like running to get out of the rain, roller coasters, riding my bike, or simply walking without a fear of falling again. My situation is impossible to explain to almost everyone I know. I am so thankful for this forum.