Thank you both of you. If i tell them that they say we believe you and support you. I just feel maybe they are in denial and hoping it will pass because one of my brothers already is handicapped a bit so to have another might be too much to bear. Im not sure but Hockey definitely this forum has been helpful. Mark from Idaho thank you for the link i think i will check it to make myself feel at peace a bit. After finals Neurologist said to lay off TV, video games, the computer, phone etc. I must rest, be patient and have faith:

"Truly I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, 'Be taken up and cast into the sea,' it will happen." Matthew 21:21