Thanks to each of you for your support. Understanding and the hugs are always good.
Bizi, I very much appreciate your offer, and I'm curious about the life coach. My problem is that, while I could do the free consultation, it is probably just something she offers as an orientation to allow people to see if they click, if what she offers interests them, etc. Meaning, if I am to get something from it, really, I'd need to follow up and schedule some sessions with her. I simply cannot afford it, not even short term -- I am running out of money. If I am not reasoning this correctly, please set me straight.
Bobby... meditation. Yes and no. Yes to the extent that I got interested in it, read a book on it and "tried" it a little a few years back. No, in the sense that I really didn't DO any more meditation than anything else I've "tried". Meditation won't help if one doesn't DO it. I have a problem DOing just about anything.
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