Today I was supposed to (in order of priority):

1. call to book ENT (overdue, urgent, important)

2. do at least one thing towards employment. (overdue, urgent, important)
No shortage of small, discrete activities to choose from, such as, download software, install software, look at a job ad, send a resume, call a contact. Many of those tasks can be broken into smaller tasks... eg, find the web page for software download.

3. shower (overdue, important)

4. go to the pharmacy for allergy meds and migraine meds (will be urgent soon)

5. make dinner (necessary)

6. declutter a little

7. wash underwear


I did #3, #5, #7.

I did not call for an ENT appointment which I keep putting off for no good reason. I did not do any sort of job-related anything.


I have to check in with my friend on my job-search status tomorrow. I set this up with my friend to help me stay on task. Sometimes, but not always, the desire to report somethign positive will spur me to do something at the last minute (tomorrow, 10 minutes before our chat time ).

I am not out of meds so np about the pharmacy. Also, though, I could have survived without doing the handwash for another day or five.

The shower was good (and felt good, and still feels good). I like cooking. If I can find an excuse to cook something, I do. Thank goodness at least this particular time-waster produces results that are valuable to others.

I did not even do stupid stuff today. I literally sat and did nothing besides drinking coffee and staring out the window at the sky, until I was ready to go take a shower. After that, dinner, dishes, and watched tv. Did the handwash kind of in the background between shower, ccooking and tv time.)

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I don't understand how a human being who isn't, like, laid up in bed with 106 fever or something, can manage to do so little in a day. I mean, who sits and does nothing for like an hour? Most people would get bored -- not me.


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