Thanks so much, you are a doll.

After I posted my original post I found some things like this that were helpful. This is really what I was talking about in my post, pre emptive analgesia for preventing spread. I just was emotional and long winded with my original post. I am human again now and have a few good appts behind me which helps. Met with hospital anesthesia dept to discuss all these things so I hope to be in better place for this surgery than the others.

Thank you 100,000 times. :-)