I went to the doctor on Friday. Regular family doctor.

Told him some of what's been going on. He wants to see me in about two weeks to take some blood to check me over for some stuff.

He did give me a Rx. I kind of wanted the Rx but now after reading about it, I'm a little scared to try it. The doctor could tell that my mood was a wee bit depressed. He gave me a Rx for Effexor. I'm going to get it from the pharmacy tomorrow, but I'm scared to take it.

I am having so much trouble with walking right now. I almost think I need ivsm, but my neuro had told me earlier this year "no more steroids". I don't know what to do then. I can barely move my legs. I really do think I'll be in a chair soon. It's no wonder that I'm depressed. I'm about to lose all my independence. All my privacy. I'll probably lose friends.

Hate the ms. Wish this forum allowed swearing like the crochet forum I go to. I want to type out a lot of cuss words right now.