Erin, I think you know that I have wondered for awhile if you had some depression going on. And you are right, you have every right to feel depressed over where your life has been taking you lately. If it were me I would try it. Just be very careful on it, especially going off of it. My daughter was on it and it made a world of difference with her.

When I want to say something that I know wouldn't be allowed I just push my caps lock and type in a lot of all the symbols. Makes me feel a lot better. Have you tried just screaming? Alert your parents that you are going to do it.