You know I am so glad this got bumped up because I also needed to read it again.
I'm working very hard to get back to where I was before...our Pastor helped me a lot...she reminded me that forgiveness is a process just like grieving is.

She said that I am on this path and making progress. I guess she decided this when I said to her..."When Michael called" Michael didn't call of course, he is dead...his son Nick called with news of the new baby. How is that for Freudien slips! I lost it of course...right there in the restaurant.

for the room and welcome Mark.