Dear fiends

To love unconditional
Be that
It's true
And equal is the pain
To read the love between
mother and child no matter
how old a child gets
The truth
How painful it is to love
It seems to be void somewhere
down this family line
And when something like that is
gone and maybe never even there
How is it that so much time gone by
and no love in return
We do not ask to enter into this
life as my children didn't either
To read your post St George
Makes me sad and happy
Happy you get to experience it
Sad my boy is so angry we miss out
on so much
He looks for reasons to hold me hostage
for his unhappy life
He can find only one thing
The truth
I hope and pray it won't be to late
He has such hate in his heart towards me
I wish he didn't
I understand him
I was him at some point in my life
There is no relationship between myself
and the woman who gave birth to three four
girls I had a sister before me
She was married to another man
How torn a family be is so unhealthy
To not have love from your parent
HURTS