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Originally Posted by DMACK
on the 6th of June it was the 70th anniversary of D-Day in which my day served...[a more poigniant day as many will not be there in the next years to come]
on 8th of June it was the one year anniversary of the death of my brother, we lived far apart but i loved him dearly
15th of June my wifes Auntie committed suicide her bed ridden husband my wifes blood uncle was upstairs. when the alarm was raised he was rushed to hospital with phnuemonia...and is currently in an induced coma
21st of June today...........my dad died 18 years ago [seems like yesterday]
And throughout this month i have felt terrible unstable....not out and out manic but submissively depressed like the darkness will never lift.................
God i wish i could shake it off
my GP says i will need extra meds if it does not calm down ...........and through all this turmoil...i feel nothing but sadness............i cant hold a conversation with anyone.............and yet the solitude i seek is what is slowly killing me....the medication i'm on numbs me i feel lost and after three years on it eveyone is so quick to say i'm a different man [so quiet] yet they all hated the impulsive David prior to meds
just venting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pB-5XG-DbAA
David |
Dear friend
I feel your sadness as you present it
May we all feel the comfort of the Almighty
in his big worn flannel shirt
Oh dear friend depression has a hold
here
I too am trying so hard to shake it
I've been on the boards all day
my sixteen year old went to the store in the
early morning hours we FAUGHT she isn't home yet
Hanging on with you in prayer so many in prayers
Amen