Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for another day

Yesterday by far has been one of the harder ones

My child left her home
Help her Father
So much gone on in her little
time on earth
It pains me so much to see them hurt
I am it to everyone
The go to person
And then something like yesterday
Oh dear God the Almighty
Who brings us the promise of
lull quietly happy everyone doing awesome
no pain suffering
I so cannot protect them
just be there when need be
I wish my had the mental strength
to get this world and all that's in it
To not run away from the one who loves you
To always be certain that you can accomplish
anything her heart desires
It's the desires strength and hope one has
all of us have
most of us are afraid not guided
given a helping chance
To be the best they can be
As a little girl I had many monsters
And now I have little Eva what else other than
the love from mimma is real
She holds on to me with such might
Builds all kinds of cakes and castles with her
Legos a never ending gift
She just keeps making me stuff
This too I shared with Corissa
She is grown into a beautiful daughter
her father would tell her she was fat
I fat stopped that

Oh Father the pain sorrow of the worries
she didn't take off
Yes I'm talking about young girls you hear leaving home
Taking a hitch ride
These things do happen
Or that she did not go into NYC
Her not in school affected her deeply
I haven't had a situation as I have here
Never was school to have had any action
in the adult world a sixteen year old loosing
her way in school and I did all I could
They failed my daughter
Half the security in the school is now working
the town pool
I yet to have a talk to some who
already know me just as a member of the
town pool even when living in my forever
previous hometown of 46 years the Mayor
a friend of mine grew up together watched
his mother and father do the same job as my parents
Superintendent
Just a few blocks from us up the hill

Oh Father what was on her mind when
she made it down to the Hoboken piers
Took the light rail home
I just want to cry
The unecessary worries that we have
going on in our lives
Will anyone just stop and listen
LISTEN
THANK YOU FATHER BRINGING HER HOME SAFE
In Jesus Christ I trust
Amen