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Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: Great Lakes area
Posts: 409
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Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: Great Lakes area
Posts: 409
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Is there a doctor you trust you could talk to? I understand your desperation! ...but the consequences could be more horrific.
What would be he component in this drug that restores your ability to tolerate sound, movement, conversation, improving perception?????
These areas shut down my brain too keeping me from life but I am confused on how it's working. The Neuro doesn't want me on any altering drugs.
Aren't you worried about addiction and the hell of withdrawl? Plus black market sound scary-what if you don't get what you are paying for and it's deadly?
It just sounds confusing and I hope you are careful. I know the depth of your despair and darkness. I lived there a very long time and drugs and alcohol were tempting among other things. Desperation can cause us to do things we would not do normally.
Please be careful.
Jace
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*TBI with mild to severe damage November 2012 from car crash. Stroke with hemorage & 4 clots in veins in brain Feb/Mar 2015.
*Vestibular damage, PCS, hypercusis, severe visual processing and tracking issues, short term memory loss, headaches/migraines, occipital neuralgia, cognitive issues, neurological issues, brain fog, brain fatigue when over stimulated, twitching, vertigo, neck issues, nerve issues, PTSD, personality change, Since stroke left side weakness, rage, worsening of vestibular problems, recall, speech, memory.
*Can't drive or work. Have done occupational therapy, cognitive therapy, physical therapy. Learning work arounds, and strategies to be competent in daily life. Change your attitude/perspective changes your life. As TBI survivors this is a vital part of our healing and living.
*Working on getting to know and accept the new me.
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