Im going to see a new neuro since we moved back to Indiana. He decides to do all the new doc stuff like updated MRI's and EMGs and EEGs and all that junk, well, I got the MRI of my spine back and the radiologist didn't just stop at analyzing my spine, he went and looked at everything.

Never had one do that. Usually they just look at what the neuro wants and that's it. I have found out that I have many cysts on my kidneys that are non cancerous, thank the dear Lord Jesus for that, but it also went on to say that I have multiple lesions on both kidneys as well. I went on line to find out about lesions on the kidneys, and all reports say, including reports from Mayo Clinic say lesions on the kidneys mean cancer.

I can't begin to tell you the terror Im feeling right now. I would bump up my neuro appt but its in 3 days and honestly he probably wouldn't have an opening anyway. Ive been crying for days, my dh walks around like nothings wrong and he doesn't have a care in the world. I asked for prayers from family and friends but didn't say exactly why just that I got some bad news from some test results and not one member of my family has called me to see what's going on.

Im scared