I'm sorry. I get. I really really do.
My husband left this morning with the kids and some other relatives for a few days away at a resort. I acted really happy for them. It's a tradition and we always have so much fun. I had to strongly encourage my husband to do it because I knew he felt it should be skipped this year. I don't want their lives to stop just because mine kind of has though.
So, while I'm excited for them, I also feel like I'm getting left behind in life, in general. I've been having a little pity party for myself again today. 2 times in a week! I better get control of myself.