I don't even know what to say. I completely understand where you're coming from though. This is not a fun thing to go through. I keep trying to search my soul and figure out what I'm supposed to be learning from this. My kids were all in school for the first time in 16 years. I started back to work and had a job that I was loving SO MUCH. It seemed like everything was falling into place seamlessly and then BOOM! It all got taken away so quickly last November.

It STINKS! As my husband keeps pointing out, this has really brought all of us closer. Not that we weren't before but my husband and kids have had to learn to pitch in more and nobody has complained about it one bit. I'm trying to really focus on how loved and supported I've felt through most of this.

Sorry for rambling. I hope that things start turning around for you soon. It does help when you start seeing a little progress.