markneil1212,

I am so sorry for all the things you have gone through, and continue to go through. I can only offer what the others have, and that's prayer and this site. I agree with Mark and Jenna in finding the reason for the burning pain. It is exhausting to be in chronic pain.

Fear and hopelessness. I'm sure everyone here on this site can relate to feeling one or both at one time or another. I cope best because of my faith. I can cope because I spend time on this site, and it helps me to think beyond myself and reach out to others. Kind of like a pay-it-forward thing. We end up helping each other and ourselves.

Keep on opening up here; you're among people who understand. And we'd like to help. Take care, M-i-m