My grandson has been with us from age 6 months. My son and his wife were supose to move into thier new house the sat. after the accident. His wife left him before he got out of intensive care. He came kind of out of it about 5 months later. We got both him and the baby. I love him so much. It makes me sick to see him like this. My heart breaks and breaks everyday. God forgive me ,but sometimes I think it would have been better for all if he would have died. I've lost my son. I've lost my son.