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Grand Magnate
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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Grand Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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Father
Father
Brother
Mother Mary
As my worse fear once again
A reality
I have now begun for the first time since
My regimen was as follows
Morning no earlier than 7:00 A.M.
2 30mg
1 1mg Xanax
1 4mg zanaflex
1 20mg tamoxifen (for cancer)
Afternoon no later than 2:00 P.M.
2 5mg oxcycodone
2 4mg zanaflex
1 1mg Xanax
Evening no later than 7:00 P.M.
1 4mg zanaflex
1 30mg ocxycotin
And it is never ever abused
I also smoke a plant we are trying to pass
To help with my pins and needles most importantly
the nausea something that hurts terribley with all the
strain on my neck surgery
The plate and screws are felt
more than I would like
And I do understand they are foreign objects
They hurt at times
My back area is just a big fat mess
It hurts to the touch
This my friends are mostly about the mechanical
problems
The throbbing in joints unbearable
Wakens me to have no relief and pray
The throb stops
Some times I feel the throb like right now
fade or skip a few beats
And when that happens
My brain begs it has stopped
And then it starts
I want to scream
No working it out
Father my spirit is damaged
I know my outcome is not something
that will never get any better
And this summer is also another
indication to how the body has progressed
It has not in any way
Unfortunately my case is in my family
And until a person suffers pain 24/7
you are not qualified
they should be counting
Ones lucky stars
So now my worse fear
I will now add ONE MORE 30mg OxyContin
at my night time schedule
I pray and believe it will do the job
So reluctantly I will move forward
As there is no return
Father I pray you one day lift this pain
And heal me
Heal me sweet Father
Heal this broken heart
Watch over my struggling
family
Keep them safe from EVIL
IN JESUS NAME
I BELIEVE
AMEN!
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someone who cares
eva
Last edited by eva5667faliure; 07-03-2014 at 08:02 AM.
Reason: Granddaughter wanted a picture
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