Oh I do hope (and pray) that you can get rested.

Take the damn pill and bless it!
You must sleep to manage and think.
You must break the pain when possible as prolonged pain will just fry your brain.

I know you worry about addiction....the body just builds up a tolerance.
No judgement...it just is....you take them for pain not for the high (as if).
If you had to increase a med for say like blood pressure...you would just understand that the body needs more of the supplement to manage the ailment.

Fear feeds worry to itself and produces the fear.....bless the meds...bless the water...bless your sleep.

Dear Eva...know you are in the hands of God and all is as it is supposed to be ...
Right now....right here....rest...


I very much understand....a long time friend calls me addicted...her looking down on me for being DEPENDENT on a drug has put a real krink in the friendship.

Send a PM if you need to let loose.
Holding you in Loving Light
HB