Hi there, I'm anxious to feel better again. I've had flare ups or even crisis' before, but most of them were more controlled by medication in the hospitalm and I felt less paralized, useless and desperate within a month or so. This time it was not treated with any medicine besides the ones I'm taking already.

Yes, I am out of the dangerzone and home. But it's been months and I still haven't returnedto my old level.
And, frankly, I am scared. Is it normal for a flare up / crisis to linger on for months after?