Suffering even though sounds weirs ,to me is a blessing to keep my faith, be here helping and being help, knowing pain is many times worse emotionally than physically , sadness is just a feeling that later became happiness , living a new day is a win, means we are winners no matter how rsd treat us,we keep fighting back, yes with some limitations and many times no even able to,type a single word ,but we are here,getting help and feeling useful not useless .
We are bless no mater in what we believe,as long we believe in something ,we are bless by been able to get up and fight the day,Vrae you are a warrior and sure you will be getting over this soon ,we all hope the best ,with loving care and hugs,Jesika , a broken Jesika ,but still believing .