I think I might be running a little high, like hypomania range, nothing more.


It's nice to have so much energy... to feel inspired. I don't even really care if anything comes of it. I have a gazilllion hopes, but... I know how that goes usually. Still, just the now is a breath of fresh air.

It's a little unfocused and confusing at times. I feel giddy sometimes. I am like a whirlwind ... gusty and aimless.

Or I have lots of aims and no follow through is more like it.

Dad one day "talked to me" about my being really loud and boisterous lately. I'd kinda noticed it too but hoped it was just tension from one thing or another but it's kept going. He said I've been getting angry at the drop of a hat. But I notice I am realy bouncy a lot. I think what happns is just if I do get angry it is magnified. I feel always on... almost like I am onstage or something... everything is extra, over, super... ehhh Dyno-sized LOL. I say stuff and then re-emphasize everything eighteen times it seems.

And the the side-tracks. I've been seen ADD-like stuff which isn't usually there though. For isntance, I saw a friend recently and kept talking at her she had to keep putting me back on track and then I would just derail a different way.

Anyway I am ok. But probably need to be careful. This happened last year maybe around now and it just kinda petered out by itself. It has also happened before while unmedicated and just petered out.

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