I'm not trying to come down. Just enjoying. Need to keep aware, but don't need to change this. Not uncomfortable.

The cigs I need to be careful of. I am an ex-smoker. This happens from time to time.

Sorry if it was confusing, me posting that after the mood thing. The two things are just things that are happening. At most, mood might magnify any impulses, like wanting a cig. Also impulse control might not work as well. But the actual craving is not mood-drivven I don't think.

If I were drawn to self-medicate, trust me, it wouldn't be with cigs. Tobacco never did anything for me. Alcohol yes, but right now alcohol consumption is next to nil and I'm not even having to use restraint.

(David Duchovny, on the other hand... I would need restraint.)

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