It was difficult for me to read your first post due to lack of spaces.

Look, I'm no doctor, I'm just reading your posts, but some things stick out...

Are you saying you are presently in Qatar?

Are you still taking the Epistane and does the doctor you are seeing there know you have been taking that?

If you had a similar experience when you tried a different steroid earlier, then wouldn't it be possible that it is the drug that is causing these serious problems?

Have you looked at the potential side-effects list for Epistane?