Mari Thank you. My NP says that I have a PTSD variant. I don't like these dreams,but I like to sleep.

Since I worked at that store for 14 years,the abuse is deeply engrained in my thoughts. I forgive them,but at the time I had become very angry with them,and their treatment towards me. Different people showed their different mean streaks,and in some of them their mean streaks went deep.

No one can control this. Not the Department of Human Services,or anyone will deal with this. BF