Grrr, I should go to the pharmacy today to get my medication and I can't get out of bed.

I can't help but wonder if I'm being paranoid or feel that everyone has some kind of agenda against me?

I have read about people in these forums that sleep all day and push away family members. That's me too.

I desperately want to go to sleep. I'm married and have a 22 year old daughter and I avoid them.

I believe I have something else going on besides having Major depression. PTSD, panic and anxiety disorders.

I wish I was one of those people that just get moving. I know I have a choice and I choose to lay in bed. Pathetic.