I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time.
I hope you were able to get out to get your medications.

Your depression and anxiety have maybe been made worse by
your previous head injuries.

If you're starting to hibernate and having difficulty leaving the house,
then it's time to figure out if the meds you're taking need changing or doses increased,
or indeed if some other type of treatment is warranted.

I hope you have a good doctor.
Talk to your doctor about the way you're feeling right now.
Sometimes we just have to force ourselves and not just for us,
for others as well, like your family who must be concerned and worried.

take care of yourself.