I'm still waiting for the good parts to come lol. I appreciate my girlfriend a lot more but feel bad for the burden I put on her and mother. if I ever get good enough to function I will be very thankful for being healthy not like before. I try very hard to see the cup half full now even thouh it is not in my nature. I was on the cusp of being very wealthy seven years ago when this happened. my bank account went from six digits to one digit lol. I am trying to make money nota priority in my life. and am thankful for the people I met on here.