I hope you two are feeling stronger and happier soon.
I was reading another post here in fibro and saw this thread.

I'm sorry you're feeling so down, sickofbeingsick.
Please don't think you're being ignored or not wanted here.
The number of views on a post doesn't really mean much.
There are bots that view forums too and sometimes people
just don't know how to help or what to say.

as I said... feel better soon!