its a beautiful day today because ...

i decided AGAIN to pull myself back together and live my life more for me despite the pain

and some of my grandsons came over and were in the pool and had a blast

and it was warm and sunny and we had a cookout

and i got an e-mail from an rsd friend i had not heard from in a while

and i am enjoying sue k who just joined and has a history like mine and that feels good

and i am okay ... at least for today