I know in pain it is hard not to want to give up. You have a daughter and if you are anything like me you live for her. Hang in there. I know it hurts and I know what being alone is like. I know it is super tough anyway and then to be in pain on top of that. My gosh it is mind boggling. I know that we don't really know each other but I am here for you if you need a ear I would give you my shoulder too but I am in Appomattox Va. Symbolically you can have it. My shoulder that is and my ears. Smile.