Oh hey mark, I've just read your post and it's hard. I hope you can get some support from local groups. Family, friends and loved ones find it hard because they don't understand and sometimes it's just to hard for them to face. Please don't give up.
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Originally Posted by markneil1212
brain injury caused by doctor. Job lost money lost health lost girlfriend resent the hell out of me for taking care of me the seven years. Family doesn't talk to me. Friends gone. Take whatever pill I can find to fall asleep again. It's just too painful and its not worth it. I don't believe in an afterlife so I'm not afraid of hell. I didn't take enough goddamn xanax last time. 4 years ago I took 60. What are you going to do I guess sometimes life works out and sometimes it doesn't. let me take an Ambien and go back to sleep.
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