I hope when you see this you read it fully. I am beginning to lose it a bit. I fee like when i take one step forward i take 2 steps back, regressing when i am trying to rest. I do some manual labor every saturday but other than that i have been resting. I have been debating going to a neurochiropractor or an upper neck chiro but i am a bit afraid of someone messing with my neck and head after my PT experience. I am contemplating contacting Dr. Ted Carrick even though so far i have not been able to find a number or email. I am not sure if what he does is real or not but if he has as many patience as i have heard he must be doing something right. Every time now i try to do something active a little bit i get dizzy and weak. This also has become when i read much also and even as i type my body gets a bit weak. Mark from Idaho has been helpful with his supplement guide but unfortunately i am not sure how much time i have until rest. Being 22 i have nothing in my name and i a not given any respect by anyone. They say you can eat and move around youre fine.

I am trying to relax but i just feel like doctors are unsure about TBI and just prescribe things to mask symptoms and prescribe resting hoping for the best. Instead of saying that they act like its ok when it is not. I know i am not even the most troubled individual on here but i just feel like i am trapped. Part of me feels like what Dr. Carrick claims might have fruition since many athletes and others (ie people with money) swear to it. The ABC story on him makes me interested. And if you want to change doctors its like you must wait 2 months for an opening.

I apologize to those who feel like i am ranting and continually post nonsense. I just like everyone else here want to get better. I just do not have someone to save me if i cannot eventually pull my weight. All i know is somehow some way i must recover and raise awareness for MTBI. Does Dr. Carrick have the answer i am not sure but i hope and pray for everyone on this site and does who visit and see this post.