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Wisest Elder Ever
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: cajun country, lafayette Louisiana
Posts: 24,238
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Wisest Elder Ever
Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: cajun country, lafayette Louisiana
Posts: 24,238
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I understand your fear.
I too am afraid that I will do something wrong. I do not have your level of fear though, am sorry that you do.
I am afraid of cops. always have been. scares me to death of being pulled over like I am paranoid that I have done something wrong and will be sent to jail. I feel that I am a good driver but still have those fears.
I have drank and driven before but don't do that anymore.
I always try to act normal around my psychiatrist because of her power over me. even if I am hypomanic I will try to cover that up as I don't want to ever go to the hospital again.Horrible place. But necessary if psychotic like I was.
I don't remember the first and only time when I was first diagnosed the exact circumstances but the police were called and I was hand cuffed and taken to the psych hospital, there I was put into 4 way restraints, it was awful but necessary, I guess. I will take my meds forever.
bizi
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Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer.....
Happiness is a decision....
150mg of lamictal 2x a day
haldol 5mg 2x a day
1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night
I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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