Hey im sorry i hope i didn't offend you you shouldn't be ashamed i am so sorry about your grandma i hope life has less suffering in store for us i commend you for getting help for bulimia i know it must have not been easy sorry for the confusion i didn't mean a whole hand to make one sick i have tried all those meds for cvs with no luck but thanks for the suggestions it is a hard disease to treat as i am sure bulimia is i am so sorry your mom treats you that way i wish she was more accepting you are obviously very smart and brave and hope you have an easier road ahead