I know this is something I should discuss with my doctor but first I wanted to see what other people with chronic pain think about using painkillers long term.

After getting nerve damage from surgery I have been struggling to keep working but the only thing that gets me though the day is either taking tramadol or hydromorphone multiple times a day. I have tried going off the meds but when I do the pain is so severe that I end up crying at work and not being able to get everything done. I have done PT, tried epidurals, topical cream, CBD/THC, TENS, medication specifically for nerve pain and nothing helps. The painkillers don't even fully get rid of the pain, they just make it bearable and keep me from being miserable.

I don't want to be on drugs for the rest of my life but I feel like my only options are to be on meds or be miserable. Is it safe to take these medications for long term pain management? Does anyone on here have to do this and how has it worked out for you?