You really have been through a lot. No it doesn't help when doctors do not believe you when you are in pain. Seems like that happens too often. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you go forward. I hope the surgery is successful. You have done all your homework, I can tell from your response. It is good that your family and friends surround you. I would not wish this on anyone either Melody, hard to go through but the alternative isn't so good. I had to do it or risk being paralyzed, I reversed the cervical curve. That was no fun..... You face worsening problems walking balance etc, no choice. I know that feeling in the gut where you don't feel so good about any of it. Take care during your recovery. It will be OK Melody. Please post when you are able to. Ginnie