I'm bro I just saw this post and it looks like you posted it a while ago. Seriously you and hockey and others are the only thing that keeps me going. I know that is small consolation with what you have but if you wanted my number you can call me if you want my email you can have it if u want you messaged me you can at any time day or night I am there for you. You are the best friend I have right now loland don't forget i lol when I'm nervous and telling the truth