I'm still in limbo and would really like an answer ... just so I could have a plan of some sort. I suspect I will be relieved -- actually, after the ups and downs and all the things that have been implied, then un-implied -- well, I suspect I won't believe him initially if it comes to an actual dx .

I'm going to say congratulations on your dx because I know intimately how crazy limbo is. Having said that ... it's a journey on both sides of the diagnosis.

Be well.