I read your blog and completely relate. I find myself isolating myself in everyway...even from my own family. When people say things like, "it will get better", or even when they just ask what I did that day, I get so frustrated. Pain is something that people like to think they are compassionate about, but really, until you have been there you don't understand it. I have pretty much stopped going to church, because since this has happened I've just started wondering why a loving Father would just watch me go through this.