Thanks for the emoti-hug and for posting the link. And I am sorry if the old thread triggers any bad emotions or memories for anybody -- that was of course not my intention. I suppose I posted the link simply to let anyone that might remember me know that I am doing okay (relating to the notion that Lara posted above). For what it's worth, I am doing much better now and I wish the same for everyone here. You are good people and you do make a difference.