I too spend a lot of time in the living room in the dark. mostly because it relieves the symptoms of my head injury but lately it might be depression also.

Unfortunately, I have had risky behavior my whole life, maybe due to the BP2

Have been in psych wards and jail.

Walked in on skinny guy robbing my house and beat the heck out of him 12 years ago.

But now with head injury, I feel vulnerable. Scared for the first time in my life.

I am sorry for those of you who feel it. It is a bad feeling. And I don't like it.

If I walked in on someone robbing my house now I would be terrified.