I am here for you too. Never give up. There are people including me who care. If not for these individuals I have met right here, who knows what emotional turmoil I would be in. Had terrible news today, but somehow It is better because I am not alone, I have God, and I have the folks here to help support me. Hang in there Mark. The more helpless we become, the more we depend on those good souls on earth to support us. Write anytime. My physical ailments are not the only that are important on these boards. WE all matter. God is there Mark, he lives in each and ever one of us who cares about another human soul. ginnie