Dear Jakara55,

Once you have a few more posts, you will have access to "Private Messaging".

I will be happy to talk with you in this forum, .... or through private messaging if you like, once you have enough posts.

There are not too many of us MP'ers still around because many have recovered. Isn't that good news?

But some of us are still here and more than willing to talk with you.

Keep posting. We are here for you. We DO know your pain.