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Thanks for the responses. I have a general question about all these bump-induced setbacks - is it just my anxiety, or do these bumps acutally cause some (likely minimal) damage, and if they do, is there a cumulative effect of them? Cumulatively I've had 6 or 7 of these jolts/head bumps over the course of the past 6 months (my anniversary is tomorrow...). I understand that these don't constitute a concussion if they aren't accompanied by immediate new symptoms (other than a headache). None of the bumps have done this, except for some dizziness when lying down and closing my eyes (which continues) about an hour after bumping my head on the ceiling in June.
I understand that likely for most of these it's my anxiety about them, rather than the bump itself, that's holding me back. My concussion specialist told me that I likely am more susceptible to injury, and these bumps/jolts might be causing some physiological damage/response, but it's not permanent.
I'm not super anxious about this most recent slip on the stairs, just really down about it because I had a string of good days. I haven't really had an increase in headaches from it, but screen time and reading seem to cause a headache/frazzled out feeling sooner than they were before the slip, and I generally feel more tired and slowed down, and bouts of dizziness when lying down seem to be longer than they were before too.
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26 year-old PhD student in evolutionary biology, slipped on ice in Feb 2014 while clipping my fingernails and walking to save time (dumbest reason for PCS ever?). Initially just had headaches and didn't feel quite right, but a minor head bump 5 days later started a downward spiral of anxiety, depression, insomnia and fatigue. Had trouble concentrating on reading/looking at screens
April 2014 - did exertion test, passed, started exercising and doing more, but didn't feel much better.
May 2014 - Went on backpacking trip OK'd by doctor, trip itself went fine, but felt worse a few days after getting back, more difficulty concentrating, worse headaches.
June 2014 - Bumped head on ceiling walking slowly down stairs, no immediate symptoms, but caused worsening headahces, more difficulty concentrating and looking at screens. Have not felt as good as I did before this since this bump.
December 2014 - after feeling relatively better I went xc skiing and fell but didn't hit my head (something my psychologist who specializes in brain injuries told me he hoped would happen so I saw it was OK), felt worse
Feb 2015 - back in grad school, light teaching load and some research, nowhere close to operating at my full capacity. Still have constant headaches, difficulty reading/looking at screens, mild anxiety and depression, and just not feeling like my normal sharp self.
Trying, but struggling, to believe that I'll get back to my old self, or at least get close.
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