Welcome, we are never hard on anybody! many of us have been in the exact boat you are in right now. Limbo land. I like the idea of an opthamologist that specializes in neurological problems. Also a good heart to heart talk with your family doctor with some one to come and be on your side. if one doctor doesn't work, find another one. MS is a diagnosis that you get by ruling out other things so don't be surprised if they bring up a lot of things and check you out for things you may not feel is right. Come back and let us know how things are going